is gone...

How I missed the times...
When I can see so sharply...
In a distance of a mile...
When I can sense danger approaching...
With senses almost inhuman...
My perfect vision...
now gone...
Now i feel handicapped... I had eye infection for about 3 weeks... Called my supervisor to take me to a doctor but it took like forever... And now... It's sort of damaged... i was prescribed with some eye drops... they say it'll be fine... but the thing is that... now, my perfect vision is gone... Almost all I see in a distance is blurred... Can't focus... i missed those times when everything was sharp... When I could stare right into the core of the sun. When I can read stuff from far far away. Not aided by any optical devices... now both of my eyes are imapired. 180 deg on both sides... i always wanted to wear glasses... but not for the need of it... I have to say... I missed my perfect vision so, so much... i feel seriously handicapped. Feel unsafe. Feel not used to it. The truth is, I will never be... as vigilant again. Gone is my agility... My strength... Where's my ability to scan? Where's my sharpness? I hope it'll come back one day... But if thisis God's will, let it be done... I have to admit I like my looks more with glasses... But not when I really needed to use it. I will train... My agility will come back. I will be as vigilant as before.
Cause of eye infection: Dust and uv rays in India
Cause of eye injury : Procastination of medication and excessive rubbing.
Total consequence : Imapaired vision
Who to blame? : Partly the area, the climate. Partly myself for rubbing. Onot forgetting the people who took forever to take me to the clinic. Screw them. Good hospitality. This is the way to treat your guest. The guest of the vice-chancellor. I will tell of this back in my country.

I will have my perfect vision back